Stephen Had a Mom

All my dreams for Tristan disappeared along with him when he took his own life. God was not going to use Tristan the way I thought, but his short life was not Plan B.

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I Carry A Scream

Anyone who has lost a child knows what it feels like to carry a scream. Is it possible to have a deep abiding trust in God and carry a scream at the same time? It was like getting a hug from God to find out what He says about this in scripture…

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Grief changes as you walk through it. If you are in the first, raw stages you might want to start at the beginning of my posts by clicking here. The current posts are written after much processing and trauma work were done. I’m praying for you; I’m thankful you found your way here.